For lack of a sound-proof room...

Nov 08, 2005 11:32

Alright...here's the disclaimer. I need to rant. This is where it's going to happen. Feel free to comment but I don't want advice. I know everything you could tell me...

Dave seems to be getting over Melissa...and more or less she stopped being a major issue about a week or so ago. And hey, what the fuck do you know, a week ago he meets Holly. Who's Holly? Holly's apparently the new competition. Holly had lunch with him yesterday and he's "not even sure yet if he likes her." She's a party girl and he's apparently over that stage of his life. I asked him if she would change our friendship and such and he said no that right now it was just lunch.

Want to know how I see this potentially going. He's going to fall for her. Why? Because she's bad for him and he's male and has, like most guys, shitty taste in women.

Maybe if I decide to sleep with everything but be stupid and vulnerable he'll love me! Hell, there's an idea, I'll just sell my personality, because it makes a damn skippy friend and fuck-buddy, but because there's three hours between us it's JUST FINE FOR HIM TO FUCK SOMEONE NEW! And y'know, I've been told for a couple months how much he's not looking for anyone new! Fuck that! I'm important. Important enough to be walked on! I was here first...where are my damn rights?! Where is my comfort? Where is all the crap and LIES I was told for the past couple months?!

I'm done...That felt good.

Seriously...he just met her...but he hasn't said any of the things he used to say since yesterday and his comfort is half assed.
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