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ugh. life is hard. this sudden shock of "rain" and "seasons" has sent me into a big of depression/anxiety.
it's amazing how sunshine nearly all day gets to you. I miss it. Wow. I miss LA enough to say that I would go back. In fact, I would like to go back someday and complete my plan of living on the beach.
for now...no. I'm comitted to be in Frisco for at least a year for Urban Farming. With all of that said, they are awesome but do not pay me enough. It's hard. I've checked off goal number one "get a job with a non profit and move to SF"
goal number two, "become current on all loan payments"
here in lies the crux. I've got to find another source of income. i had an interview for a direct sales/marketing job last week. doing a "job shadow" tomorrow. I'm quite on the fence. there are a few perks, however there is a lot of negative press about this company. it would be doing the oposite of Urban Farming. Which I will continue to do...man. i just don't know.
I am a traveling shit show. and will take the shit wagon home for a few days over xmas. man i love my family. "go west, young man"
I am not a believer. I miss the East. I miss the Land of all things good (of course, I'm refering to Wisco here). Fuck, I miss L.A.!!!
suck it up!
that is all.
it's amazing how sunshine nearly all day gets to you. I miss it. Wow. I miss LA enough to say that I would go back. In fact, I would like to go back someday and complete my plan of living on the beach.
for now...no. I'm comitted to be in Frisco for at least a year for Urban Farming. With all of that said, they are awesome but do not pay me enough. It's hard. I've checked off goal number one "get a job with a non profit and move to SF"
goal number two, "become current on all loan payments"
here in lies the crux. I've got to find another source of income. i had an interview for a direct sales/marketing job last week. doing a "job shadow" tomorrow. I'm quite on the fence. there are a few perks, however there is a lot of negative press about this company. it would be doing the oposite of Urban Farming. Which I will continue to do...man. i just don't know.
I am a traveling shit show. and will take the shit wagon home for a few days over xmas. man i love my family. "go west, young man"
I am not a believer. I miss the East. I miss the Land of all things good (of course, I'm refering to Wisco here). Fuck, I miss L.A.!!!
suck it up!
that is all.