Jan 26, 2004 18:34
Joy...Classes started today. Its amazing how excited I actually am for them. Its weird. I normally dread going to classes but I think all of the ones this semester are going to be fun or at least help me out in ways that I can't even imagine right now. After this semester I think I am going to do well in all of my classes because they interest me. I really am going to enjoy my piano class as much as it worries me when I have to pay outloud in front of everything. I just wonder if I am going to be able to move my fingers over the right set of keys. The only thing that worries me in that class is that we have to playing exams which make up 30% of our grade. My books cost me more than I expected...and I still have one more to buy if its going to be a different intermediate conversation book than I already have. Ugh stupid books costing me over 300 dollars.
I really am torn right now. I really want krista to be around because she's a great person and a good friend but I really want a single so that I can make sure to do all my work and raise my GPA up. I really need to raise it up so that I can ensure my chances of going to france in the spring. No matter what happens I AM going to bed around 12:30 every night(except weekends with jason!), doing all of my homework the night its assigned(hopefully) and my papers ahead of time. I vow to be a good student or at least a better student then I have been. Which is going to involve a lot of work and me trying really hard not to procrastinate but it will all be worth it when I am sitting in france looking at everything I've ever dreamed of seeing.
I can't imagine what I am going to feel like when I step off the plane and I'm looking at my dreams...head on. Its going to be amazing and better than I imagine it now.
I put my dreams on hold for you because I have a desire to be there for you. I am proud of you...MY Marine...I love you...I am always going to be around to see you succeed and I know you will.