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im so so relieved and excited to be going home on sunday. my mom had surgery and has been in the hospital for over a week now. its possible shes getting out in the next few days and im going to go take care of her. its such a terrible feeling when someone you love is sick or hurt and you cant get to them, i cant wait to hug her and make her soup and tell her i love her.
things are weird this week. i broke up with james. today was the first time we had to work together since. spending time around exes is so strange, youve got to re-train yourself to not stand quite as close to them as you used to, not look at them quite the same way you used to, things like that. thats another reason im excited to go home. im like a boy hurting bad decision making tornado lately. i need to just get out of here and clear my head a bit.
i want to be in school again.
and i want to move
or run away and do something great
things are weird this week. i broke up with james. today was the first time we had to work together since. spending time around exes is so strange, youve got to re-train yourself to not stand quite as close to them as you used to, not look at them quite the same way you used to, things like that. thats another reason im excited to go home. im like a boy hurting bad decision making tornado lately. i need to just get out of here and clear my head a bit.
i want to be in school again.
and i want to move
or run away and do something great