Feb 17, 2008 00:33
theres a big day tomorrow. im going to talk to my step mom about whether she thought itd be alright for me to go back to gainesville and take scott's room. i cant stop thinking about it so i really hope it works out. hes already paid through next month so ive got time to get up there and find a job. i dont think id be paying any more than i pay down here for rent, and id be closer to orlando and back with my norapants. i feel like its my time to leave again, so fingers are crossed. im sad that if i go back up both scott and john arent going to be there anymore. those are two of my favorite boys ever and it just wont be the same without them.
ive been so sick this past week. todays the first day i really feel like im back on my feet. im such a complainer when i dont feel well, im going to have to thank everyone who listened to me whine for days.