Focus
Completely out the window today. My to-do list for work is LONG and I have managed to get about ... maybe 25% of it done? And that was by assigning it to someone else, to be honest. I'm dragging mentally. I don't want to walk the dog today. I don't want to try the bike today. I don't want to do dishes or cook or sit at this computer anymore. I don't want to pre-fill some spreadsheets that I REALLY NEED TO PRE-FILL before meetings next week.
And now that I've looked at my meetings for tomorrow... yeah, I really need to pre-fill this. For at least two people.
Ugh. Just not motivated. I am so tired of being in this room, being in this house, not seeing anyone else.
While on a meeting with a co-worker, I got three things done that were on my list. This lack of internal motivation is what is driving me crazy, and being in the office is it's own set of external motivation. Perhaps that's the thing I need to be listening to in podcasts... how to find internal motivation. Ugh.
At this moment, I have at least an hour of work to do to feel like I'm not dropping every ball. Best to get to it, before I go nutso... or decide that I really can't do this job.