Feb 01, 2004 14:59
I dunno anymore. I have tried 2 b friendly w the_lionel_kid, but it aint working. ::sighs:: hes constantly busy which is how some people are. and when i get him nailed down for a lil to talk he never talks abo himself i have to inquire abo it. I feel like he is a friend on some level, but he wont even meet w me once, and i am not crazy just he seemed a guy i would wanna meet ta talk and take in his entire personality. I have proposed that a number of times and the last time he said mayb. i dropped it for some months till today. then asked him. he said he would brb, but he didnt. I think this lil online friendship is only a one way feelin, and i am the one feelin it.
Yeah, it wounds just a lil to think someone dont wanna meet w ya. Well, me thinks next time i get him pinned down i will ask him abo it. then graciously take my leave of him if the answer b the expected. Honestly I wondering what he would think of this journal entry after all it does concern him. But likely he would never come across it. After all we two are only acquantances in passing.