Oct 01, 2004 14:09
Yeah nothing at all happened this past week. I only went to AQz house and talked for several hours while letting my mp3 player dl to her puter. which was fun and nice bc we havent talked that long in ages. then i went home excersised some and slept. beyond my normal excersise routine i havent been getting out much. i have been doin my hw and reading a hell of alot. still on ovid bc i havent picked it up still reading aint i a woman which is a collection of poetry done by women tho i have finished more then half of it. i am in the middle of another small poetry book. and read the entirety of spell sword which is an earlier darkover novel. not bad not her best, but not bad.
so yeah i am doin what i have been doin off and on for near three years alternating btw drawing in on myself and outwards toward people. and right not i think i like being alone. well i cant say that but i am used to it by now. i spent my youth like this and i will prob die of old age like this. pineing for what only the gods will know and i wont tell. I have been updating my poetry site like i used to now that i have time. and i have been writing again. its a stop gap measure to banish my feelings but it works modestly well.
oh well i predict that i wont do a thing this weekend cept finish my hw and excersise.