The next step

[avasa_edan]

I have come to a conclusion about my life. It has always been about waiting. Waiting to be saved, or fixed. Waiting for a change. And I realize now that life is within my control. I’m capable of making choices others are capable of making. Somewhere in the last year I became a man. And I think it’s time I started acting like one. As ridiculously cliche as it sounds. No more caterwauling in the night, hitting my head against the wall trying to end the pain.

I think it’s time. No more hiding in the dark.

[Open for Dawn]