O-ow... N-Nicol, I am fully aware of your frustration but I am listening to you now.. M-my apologies, I l-lost consciousness earlier, th-that was very rude... it was n-not because I did not wish to hear you out, it is simply due to the fact that I think you've damaged my brain.
OOC: *fails so hard* No rly last time.aubade_daybreakJuly 15 2006, 16:42:39 UTC
Man, to think the day'd come that you would give the time to hear me out. You, with all your uptight, pompous prima donna arrogance, so ready to put down bleeding-heart weaklings like me. You didn't give us a damn chance. It wouldn't've had to come to this if you'd just fucking listen! If you'd just think for a minute about why Athrun did what he did, and why I chose to follow, gave us a chance before you so easily labelled us traitors and enemies!!
It makes things easier for you doesn't it. Sever ties with those that might bog you down, muddy your shiny ZAFT boots and glorious ZAFT resolve with all this needless emotional baggage. Keep shutting your friends out until you've got nothing but your stupid glory left, and even then still believing that alone makes you better than everyone else! You're so fucking FULL OF YOURSELF, Yzak Jule.
I'm so damn sorry I ever shed tears because of you, you bastard.
[socks him a hard one in the jaw]
[OOC: That felt so good. Yet took so long to get out @__@;;]
Oh, Nicol... I've wanted to say for such a long time now! I'm so, so incredibly sorry for the offense I've taken against you and the things I've done! In the past I've been terribly greedy and closeminded - I could never bring myself to forgive Kira Yamato because of the horrible damage he's done to my face and my own pride. Hate and anger are so much easier than anything else, I felt that I could simply get by in life by challenging all that oppose me. I've come to learn what a horrible mistake this was. You, Nicol. You and Athrun are so brave to go against all we've been taught for the sake of what you feel is right - I could never be that brave. To face disappointing my mother and my superiors and destroying the future that's been laid out for me to have. Without the ZAFT, Nicol, there was not much left to me as a person
( ... )
... I wish I hated you, you asshole. I fucking WISH!!
[a vehement kick to his side]
Unfortunately I can't say it as easily as you could, Yzak!! Not to someone I've lived with, learned with and fought with for so many years, no matter how often you've walked all over me!
[lifts him up by the collar]
And now that I finally get to do this, you shut the fuck up! Don't give me your goddamn reasons and make this difficult!!
[PUNCH! last one I promise]
It's my turn to be the jackass, to shut you out the way you shut me out, and yet you talk about your reasons the way I never could! Don't you dare plead me with your pathos as if I wouldn't try to understand or consider your situation, because I NEVER STOPPED!!
[drops Yzak to the floor, panting]
More people care for you than you'd like to think, Yzak Jule. And isn't that just too fucking bad for you.
[but (un)fortunately not hard enough to kill him]
[OOC: Hello. I jumped at the chance. Don't hate me. IT WAS YOUR IDEA TO BEGIN WITH ANYWAY. DX]
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I forgive you, dear Nicol, knowing full well that I've been truly terrible to you, and I.. I...
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[OOC: XDDDDD Winnar. ]
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[BACKHAND ACROSS FACE]
WAKE UP!! I'M NOT DONE WITH YOU!!
[OOC: But the tire iron was yours ♥ Omg did Nicol put him out cold? DX]
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O-ow... N-Nicol, I am fully aware of your frustration but I am listening to you now.. M-my apologies, I l-lost consciousness earlier, th-that was very rude... it was n-not because I did not wish to hear you out, it is simply due to the fact that I think you've damaged my brain.
Pl-please, say what it is you want to say.
[OOC: XD lolz tire iron.]
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It makes things easier for you doesn't it. Sever ties with those that might bog you down, muddy your shiny ZAFT boots and glorious ZAFT resolve with all this needless emotional baggage. Keep shutting your friends out until you've got nothing but your stupid glory left, and even then still believing that alone makes you better than everyone else! You're so fucking FULL OF YOURSELF, Yzak Jule.
I'm so damn sorry I ever shed tears because of you, you bastard.
[socks him a hard one in the jaw]
[OOC: That felt so good. Yet took so long to get out @__@;;]
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I.. I.. deserved that.. I... s-suppose that means you hate me..
[OOC: XD ♥ Aww.]
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[a vehement kick to his side]
Unfortunately I can't say it as easily as you could, Yzak!! Not to someone I've lived with, learned with and fought with for so many years, no matter how often you've walked all over me!
[lifts him up by the collar]
And now that I finally get to do this, you shut the fuck up! Don't give me your goddamn reasons and make this difficult!!
[PUNCH! last one I promise]
It's my turn to be the jackass, to shut you out the way you shut me out, and yet you talk about your reasons the way I never could! Don't you dare plead me with your pathos as if I wouldn't try to understand or consider your situation, because I NEVER STOPPED!!
[drops Yzak to the floor, panting]
More people care for you than you'd like to think, Yzak Jule. And isn't that just too fucking bad for you.
[OOC: Oh the love and hate, it's awesome. ♥♥♥]
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[OOC: It IS awesome! ;~; PoTC 2 made me late to reply however, so OOC day has ended here. However, I think we're on to something. >3]
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[OOC: OHSNAPPAGE! I'mma cheat and Time Paradox btw, so Nicol hasn't recovered his IC yet. XD]
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