And So It Is...

Feb 09, 2006 22:35

It's not the shorter story. There is love and glory... all set up inaccurately.
All waiting to fall once more.
I see it all again.
It will happen.
You will be dead to me again.
Only if I don't do what I have to do.

So let me do what I have to do so it won't happen...

Don't get mad at me. It's coming back. Please, don't leave though. You don't have to put up with it. It was all lies... I told you that. I would kill myself if I ever hurt you again. I hated that part of my life, and I am going to change, I have changed. I'm not done changing. I will get better.
You can change what happened too. You have the choice. You have the strength. I don't. I'm angry too, but we can both just push it aside. I'm sorry about what happened, but it doesn't have to be that way anymore.

I'm attempting to kill time right now... there's not much to do here. I'm bored. I soo wish I had a way to get out of here. I need my own place. I want my own place.

KRISTINA
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