Foolish Games
I'm skipping church today. Mom's pissed. She still hasn't gotten over the fact that I can't stand going.
I'm going to the doctor Tuesday. I can't feel part of my back and it's scaring me. We'll see what's going on...
I want nothing more than to go dancing and get crazy right now. Even if I could get into a club here.. who would I go with? God, I'm beginning to wish I knew someone.
SO I sit and try to write, but everything ends up in a bal of paper on the floor. Even letters. I just can't get any one thing outta my head in a complete thought. There's just too much going on up there. And no one to spill it out to. No one that would wnat to know -everything- anyway. Hell, -I- don't want to know it all....
I need a day off work, but I like working. It gets me outta the house.
Matt. Hunny. Logan told me you have like 6 days off or something.. What are you gonna do with yourself? I know I shouldn't even ask, but I would love to see you guys. I could really use it. And even then I know Logan couldn't come with.
*sighs*
I should go.
I'm going to the doctor Tuesday. I can't feel part of my back and it's scaring me. We'll see what's going on...
I want nothing more than to go dancing and get crazy right now. Even if I could get into a club here.. who would I go with? God, I'm beginning to wish I knew someone.
SO I sit and try to write, but everything ends up in a bal of paper on the floor. Even letters. I just can't get any one thing outta my head in a complete thought. There's just too much going on up there. And no one to spill it out to. No one that would wnat to know -everything- anyway. Hell, -I- don't want to know it all....
I need a day off work, but I like working. It gets me outta the house.
Matt. Hunny. Logan told me you have like 6 days off or something.. What are you gonna do with yourself? I know I shouldn't even ask, but I would love to see you guys. I could really use it. And even then I know Logan couldn't come with.
*sighs*
I should go.