Sep 28, 2006 01:34
Of my twenties.
I tried to spend the day, doing all the things that I would like to do all throughout the next decade. I know I'm a bit touched in the head...but it felt somwhat cleansing as I did it.
I spent a few hours doing chores....because I want to be a ton more responsible. To focus on what I did a bit more I mowed grass and cleaned up the kitchen. Two especially odious things for me when I was living at home with my parents.
I spent and will continute to spend the day in prayer for loved ones. The only thing I can say I am really proud of in the past ten years was the syncronistic way I have played a part in the helping of many people that I care about. I wanted that trend to continue as long as I'm blowing air past my teeth. I still want to have that unquantifiable source that seems to guide me in these endeavors.
I called my girlfriend, Kaitie, to tell her I Love her. Nothing is complete without that.
I will attend a concert...the fifth in my life. Syncronisticly, to see a band that others have related me to many times. AND it kinda fell in my lap...to those that know me...they know that falling in my lap is kinda how the universe and me work things out...for good or ill.
Tomorrow it's off the the Melting Pot to share wine and cheese with a few other couples...something I have looked forward to for a good long while.
The rest is secret. There is one more thing I will do...and before you guess knowingly it's not sexual...but it is to sacred to be in a public forum.