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Hey everyone. My mom's pissed off at me coz I came down late for dinner. Kinda lame...she says she won't cook dinner for me any more.....even though i cook my own most nights anyway and kinda like it that way........and she'll cook me dinner again in a few nights in any case...I just hate it when she's pissed off. I hate tension. And I hate the fact that I have this HUGE dream which is the only thing which will fulfill my life.......and I have NO support from my parents. You don't make it with no support from your parents. So what the fuck's gonna become of my dream????? I hate this.......why do i have impossible dreams? Why can't I just be normal and want normal things? Why do I have to want to be different and do something that hardly anyone gets to do???? Why does my life HAVE to be so exciting for me to be happy???? Why why why???????????????????????????
Im going to clarendon's open day tomorrow. Maybe there i'll meet some people who want the same thing as me.....than we can go for it........clarendon have their own record label.......they can help me....I wanna tour with my band!!!!!!!! I want it so bad Im gonna die!!!!!
Yesterday me jen, amy n luke went to the woods to find a new circle. It was great...we found one, then we lit a camp fire. I took my digi camera so I got some nice pics n made some vids.....(snap happy old me....)
Then we went back to lukes n he cooked for us, we watched "Finding Nemo" and then listened to some of his 1000 mp3s......he has great taste....everything from rock to classical, the beach boys (I love them!) marylin manson, tatu, avril, tenatious D....he has loads...we even listened to some folk music.
Oh...my french exam went fine...I'm so glad its over!!! Lol
Anyways...that's it for today.......see you guys soon.
Love me (....please........someone.....)
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Im going to clarendon's open day tomorrow. Maybe there i'll meet some people who want the same thing as me.....than we can go for it........clarendon have their own record label.......they can help me....I wanna tour with my band!!!!!!!! I want it so bad Im gonna die!!!!!
Yesterday me jen, amy n luke went to the woods to find a new circle. It was great...we found one, then we lit a camp fire. I took my digi camera so I got some nice pics n made some vids.....(snap happy old me....)
Then we went back to lukes n he cooked for us, we watched "Finding Nemo" and then listened to some of his 1000 mp3s......he has great taste....everything from rock to classical, the beach boys (I love them!) marylin manson, tatu, avril, tenatious D....he has loads...we even listened to some folk music.
Oh...my french exam went fine...I'm so glad its over!!! Lol
Anyways...that's it for today.......see you guys soon.
Love me (....please........someone.....)
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