Feb 16, 2010 02:21
I do not move thru the world looking for a reason to tell people to fuck themselves. I don't try to be volatile, or confrontational...but there are just times when people need their heads yanked from their asses so they can take a damn taste of the air in reality.
Mark Willette and I have been close for over 20 years. Seriously close, not romantically, but with a deep and abiding love for one another. There have been times in his life when everyone hated him for one thing or another...frequently deserved...and I kept loving him, accepting that he was a flawed person who usually meant well.
I noticed today he had suddenly defriended me on FB. We had not argued, we had not spoken in a month, and as I never leave the house I knew I had done nothing to him.
I emailed and asked what the what was, and was told he had defriended me by accident. He just meant to stick me on ignore, cause he was tired of my complaining about life.
Misha, Megan, Dev, Aynne...people who are here and know the veracity of every thing I am facing...am I exaggerating? Embellishing for drama queen's sake?
I remember dmlaenker, who some of my friends are still friends with, and his total all out attack on me on metaqoutes. But at least I didn't really know him!
I posted photos after my eye surgery...because of people acting like it was nothing. What do people want? Copies of my ultrasound and biopsy? Alittle bit of my tumor to prove this is really happening? A TASTE OF MY FUCKING FATHER'S OR ELSA'S ASHES??
I trusted that son of a bitch. Lesson learned.