Dream: My weird little Kazama dream
I don't dream a lot about Arashi anymore. Which is sad, but I'm guessing unavoidable. At least I still dream and that's something. I blame my lack of dreams on my Stress level and my depression. Right now, it's manageable. I'm not taking meds and just taking life as it comes. I have good days and bad days. And to be more active on LJ, I just want to put my Arashi(related) dreams here too.
I don't remember how it all started, but somewhere down the line of years, I got into the habit of writing to Kazama Shunsuke, which is genius in its own right, I'll tell you! I mean the chances of my getting to go to a concert and seeing Arashi are slim to none.
Anyway, I have apparently been writing Kazama for years. Like in my entire Arashian fan-life. That is no surprise because I actually know Kazama longer than I have known Arashi. And we get along quite well! We talk about life in general, the hardships of being married, the hardships of having kids, and all the fun and funny things that come with it. (But apparently, my Japanese has not improved over the years, and I never knew how well Kazama writes English haha). We also talk about his friends a lot, which I try to tell myself is not the main goal of writing to Kazama - which of course is exactly my main reason for writing. I get to know all the little bits the avid fan doesn't - Yay me, right?!
And so one day, of course, I tell him if he ever is in Holland I would show him around. Which is stupid, because I know nearly nothing about my own country. And then - surprise, surprise - he tells me he's coming over with his wife, who is about 4 months pregnant at that time. (Gosh, I really hope they have a kid soon. I need Aiba to tell me on his radio show how he is going to be an uncle (with Nino) or god-parent. I need Aiba to gush all over this kid and Kazama and his wife. But mainly, I just want Kazama's family to start. He's so sweet and goodnatured. There need to be more people like him in the world!)
But back to the dream (Sorry, I really love Kazama haha). So, I am in all states of stress! Because Kazama is not just Kazama, he's a freaking 'famous' Voice actor/former Idol and he's coming to my boring little country and I'm supposed to show them around!!
*freak out mode on even in dreams*
Okay, the fateful day is here! I wait at the airport and Kazama suggested I'd bring Aiba's 「untitled」 uchiwa, in case we don't recognise each other. And I find that weird, but meh, who am I to argue with a former Johnny's Idol? So we meet up, I feel excited, exalted, and weirdly out of place holding (and when you are holding you are waving it if you want to or not) Aiba's face in my hands. But of course the meet-up is smooth, and he is just as tiny as I know him to be, but he is also warm and friendly and we are proven instant friends (yay!) When I hug his wife and congratulate them on having a baby soon, Kazama nonchalantly makes the off comment he has brought an extra friend. And there a little further away is Aiba - freaking - Masaki watching us with half a smirk in amusement.
I squealed so much in freaked excitement I actually made myself wake up.
Can you imagine how annoyed I was? It's impossible to get back into a dream that awesome! Like, why???
Well, anyway, that was my dream. I really hope I can enjoy another one soon.
I don't know if anyone reads this, lol, but I hope you liked it.
I don't remember how it all started, but somewhere down the line of years, I got into the habit of writing to Kazama Shunsuke, which is genius in its own right, I'll tell you! I mean the chances of my getting to go to a concert and seeing Arashi are slim to none.
Anyway, I have apparently been writing Kazama for years. Like in my entire Arashian fan-life. That is no surprise because I actually know Kazama longer than I have known Arashi. And we get along quite well! We talk about life in general, the hardships of being married, the hardships of having kids, and all the fun and funny things that come with it. (But apparently, my Japanese has not improved over the years, and I never knew how well Kazama writes English haha). We also talk about his friends a lot, which I try to tell myself is not the main goal of writing to Kazama - which of course is exactly my main reason for writing. I get to know all the little bits the avid fan doesn't - Yay me, right?!
And so one day, of course, I tell him if he ever is in Holland I would show him around. Which is stupid, because I know nearly nothing about my own country. And then - surprise, surprise - he tells me he's coming over with his wife, who is about 4 months pregnant at that time. (Gosh, I really hope they have a kid soon. I need Aiba to tell me on his radio show how he is going to be an uncle (with Nino) or god-parent. I need Aiba to gush all over this kid and Kazama and his wife. But mainly, I just want Kazama's family to start. He's so sweet and goodnatured. There need to be more people like him in the world!)
But back to the dream (Sorry, I really love Kazama haha). So, I am in all states of stress! Because Kazama is not just Kazama, he's a freaking 'famous' Voice actor/former Idol and he's coming to my boring little country and I'm supposed to show them around!!
*freak out mode on even in dreams*
Okay, the fateful day is here! I wait at the airport and Kazama suggested I'd bring Aiba's 「untitled」 uchiwa, in case we don't recognise each other. And I find that weird, but meh, who am I to argue with a former Johnny's Idol? So we meet up, I feel excited, exalted, and weirdly out of place holding (and when you are holding you are waving it if you want to or not) Aiba's face in my hands. But of course the meet-up is smooth, and he is just as tiny as I know him to be, but he is also warm and friendly and we are proven instant friends (yay!) When I hug his wife and congratulate them on having a baby soon, Kazama nonchalantly makes the off comment he has brought an extra friend. And there a little further away is Aiba - freaking - Masaki watching us with half a smirk in amusement.
I squealed so much in freaked excitement I actually made myself wake up.
Can you imagine how annoyed I was? It's impossible to get back into a dream that awesome! Like, why???
Well, anyway, that was my dream. I really hope I can enjoy another one soon.
I don't know if anyone reads this, lol, but I hope you liked it.