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I now know why I can't sit in my own house and think that someone is watching me.. because there is. My mom calls the fucking neighbors to ask them if I have someone over.. I don't fucking WANT anyone over here so why whould I let someone come over.. holy christ... So she thinks I'm a slut because i didnt answer the phone... wtf.. I'm not going anywhere today now.. so now shes really convinced that I have someone over.. which I DONT!!! >.< I waas actually thinking about cleaning the house because its kinda a big mess... but know.. she doesnt want me to say anything.. she just wants to go on thinking that theres someone over here and that im a slut.. "but mom I wanted to-" "I'm gonna start calling the neighbors again to see if theres anyone going in or coming out of that house.. I'll call you back in an hour" She doesnt even want to hear what I'm gonna do today.. It's come to the point where I cant trust her anymore.. and its funny because im starting to lose trust in a lot of people lately.
All I wanted to do today was clean the house and go see the movie alone.... But oh no, Wait! She might call me while im at the movies and think im "slutting around" as she called it..
I cant take this anymore.. If she can think that about her own daughter.. whats the point of being her daughter.. I'm tired of having to tell her every waking thing im doing... Maybe I wont go to her house on sunday.. I'll just go to my extra credit thing.. and go right home..
I cant take it
All I wanted to do today was clean the house and go see the movie alone.... But oh no, Wait! She might call me while im at the movies and think im "slutting around" as she called it..
I cant take this anymore.. If she can think that about her own daughter.. whats the point of being her daughter.. I'm tired of having to tell her every waking thing im doing... Maybe I wont go to her house on sunday.. I'll just go to my extra credit thing.. and go right home..
I cant take it