Jul 09, 2008 08:33
"And I love to watch you laugh and smile, I love to watch you dream
Love it when you take my hand just to let me know you believe in me
And I love it that you`re my girl, I love that I`m your man...
So I'm dreading college and it looks as if I am going to UT because I still haven't heard from Rice. Which means I will have to try my hand at this long distance relationship thing, which sucks. In order to convince myself that it doesn't suck as much as I have already built it up in my head, I will make a list of the pros.
-Can focus purely on school and running and try to transfer to Rice after 1st semester
Alright thats my pro, and didn't help very much but did because I do feel like I am going to be super focused. I suppose what's meant to happen will happen, and I will try my hardest to make it work but if it doesn't then there's nothing else I can do. But I'm getting more and more confident that it will work. But I am absolutely dreading leaving him because I am absolutely crazy about this boy.
In other news, I leave on Sunday for Colorado, where I will be backpacking for one week with West U Methodist. It should be fun because its basically all people from the cross country team and I love spending time with them and I'm sure it will be crazy. And we don't get to shower for like 4 days and can't wear deodorant because it attracts animals. Sweet.
Then I come back for a week and then leave for Italy for two weeks. We fly to Venice then go on a cruise around Italy and end in Rome, where we are spending like 3 or 4 days. I'm dreading this trip because it screws with my running schedule (how the heck am I going to run 50 miles per week on a boat?!) and because I don't get back until the 12th, so I basically have to pack and then leave for Austin when I get back. And that gives me even less time with Daniel, which is now adding up to about 2 weeks left with him. Shiiiiiiiiit.
Been running every day (surprise surprise) with Halsey and I've been doing her Arkansas workouts since I haven't had a coach because I haven't known where I was going. We go at six in the morning and then I come home every day and take a two hour nap and they are the best naps of my life. I've been going to Daniel's beach house almost every weekend, and went there for the 4th of July which was a BLAST. We went jetskiing (wiping out and screaming), tubing (flying), water-skiing (wiping out), hot-tubbing, pool-ing, virgin-pina-colada-drinking, fireworks-searching, dancing, fishing, sun-soaking, and sleeping on a home-made bed on the deck because all of the bedrooms and couches were taken by the 20 other family friends that came down. It was the best 4th of July ever.
I wish this summer would never end.
...I love it how we make up each and every time that we fight
I love you oh so very much, love you more than words can say
And I don`t know how or why but I love you more every day"