Jun 12, 2007 19:14
I've been searching, I've been dreaming and finally I realize that there's nothing that I can do that doesn't reminds me of you. All the days we spent over it was so really great, all the plans, it's all so sweet and no one will ever know that, because they wouldn't understand. There's nobody feeling sucha intensity, it feels like we're playing with gravity, I can't feel my toes on the ground. You taught me a lot of things, you saved me from doubt, from lies, you put tons of truth in my life. You gave me braveness, you made me want to grow up as a person, you made me see that there's someone who loves me more than I do. No prizes for guessing who's... You made me care, you told me funny things, you shared all your deepest secrets, and you let me lock you down in my closet. I learned that there's no time to do everything you want and eerily, it will soon come up to everyone. So we gotta enjoy it. You gave me life and you did show me how to live. You shared love and you did more. You listened and you spoke, even if sometimes your heart I've broken... What else would I be thankful for? Showing the simple way of life as you did, made me see that there's a lot of small things that hurt us, bother us day by day and they're such small that in the end, hate is love. I learned that we don't know when we're wrong unless our mistakes hurt us, so we need to compromise with the feelings, and not let them fade away. We have to be rational and realize that everybody has secrets, limits and points of view, and they will always have something that they don't like at you, even if they love you a lot, you remembered me I'm not perfect. You said that you would be here with me forever and you still in the deal, but you also said that I was going to need some self-donation too and I would have to give my best to you. You didn't accept 99% of me, you wanted me to be 100% because you know I would grow with this and you loved me as a child and as a woman, you showed me that no matter what age you've got, there's both of them inside you. You made me swear that I would never accept nothing that wasn't doing me good, but I would try to see it clearly to solve it. You judged me, you made my sentence and you declared that I was just a world's employee like everyone else's, but not ordinary, and you wouldn't make me your protege if I had to face it. You saw the differences in me and let's face it... you loved all of them! You did teach me too that we may not be so opened-up, because there's some details on us that are better to be noticed and not undiscovered so easily. You showed me my talent and you hold me. And all that I have to say to you is that I love you ever. I will always love you no matter what type of love it is and write it down: we were meant to be... My sweetheart. With you, I will never feel apathy because everyday you will come up with something new and will show me that we're living the best days of our lives. Congrats.