Finally getting through
Well, I finally had an email that made it to Vince. Unfortunately, his response wasn't a good one, but he did reply.
I still feel like an ass, and I have been one. He still is holding to his ground of not talking to me, and I'll just have to accept that. I'm going to wait untill Christmas or so before I even attempt to try and talk to him again. He obviously dosn't want interaction.
He told me he told me to change my ways. I was completely blind to that evidently, because I didn't even notice that more than once if then. *sighs* He has a place in his heart for me, the part I tore out and is now missing.
Del is the only one who understands me now, but I know if I try to get close to her, I'll go through this same thing over again. Almost exactly the same thing.
I love Vince so much, but I really need to respect his wishes. I tried to change way too late. I should have learned much earlier.
I've been depressed for days and days, I think I need to get passed this. He was right, all I wanted was the camming, the sex. It's like a drug. The same for yiffing. I can't stop anymore. I dunno what to do from here. I honestly don't know what to do.
I still feel like an ass, and I have been one. He still is holding to his ground of not talking to me, and I'll just have to accept that. I'm going to wait untill Christmas or so before I even attempt to try and talk to him again. He obviously dosn't want interaction.
He told me he told me to change my ways. I was completely blind to that evidently, because I didn't even notice that more than once if then. *sighs* He has a place in his heart for me, the part I tore out and is now missing.
Del is the only one who understands me now, but I know if I try to get close to her, I'll go through this same thing over again. Almost exactly the same thing.
I love Vince so much, but I really need to respect his wishes. I tried to change way too late. I should have learned much earlier.
I've been depressed for days and days, I think I need to get passed this. He was right, all I wanted was the camming, the sex. It's like a drug. The same for yiffing. I can't stop anymore. I dunno what to do from here. I honestly don't know what to do.