Dec 29, 2010 22:25
So we had a really big snow storm in nY my dad and step mom were here at our house while keith and i took off to see kate, kiera, justin ( my bro in law and my sis in law jen ) so my dad was here an extra two days before driving back home to tenn.
it was the 2nd time since Keiths mom died we had been together for xmas .. it was a big event.. as always i felt anti social around people who I really didn't have anything in common with.. hence my bro in laws 3 sisters and infinite amount of kids.. i ended up serving food with justin to avoid socializing with everyone.. justin is like you are " pregs" i am like no big deal .. he was like " no one else got up to help, i appreciate it laura"
Keira was sick with a 102 fever and kate was just chilling with her toys.. my father in law was content.. and he is doing well.. we really didn't talk about keiths mom tomuch but keiths sister wants another " birthday party for her"' she is decesased no more and her freakin ashes sit our living room .. how about thinking about spreading them instead of them sitting in our living room in a box for 5 months..
Anyway so everyone is excited about the prego me.. the midwife decision was a little shocker for most people.. as well as the decision to do a water birth... it wasnt' accepted well and also the big shocker of no medicine.. Try watching the business of being born a documentary .. and your mind will change....
whatever i stand by my decision...
its week 15 now i noticed that stomach extended a little more than usual this week.. I am going to be good about documenting every week now.. the first couple of weeks there was no difference...
i am still peeing alot which sucks.... but the tiredness went away woooooooo ..
new york,
ashes,
pregnancy,
death,
christmas,
waterbirth,
snowstorm,
2010