Dec 08, 2008 11:01
I have a lot to do and a lot to buy before Christmas. I really don't feel like going anywhere, (but I have to), or doing anything, (but I should), today!
I have something on my mind though, and no one wants to listen, mainly because I'm alone. Anyways, I know you will never read this, well 99.9% sure you won't, but I just want to let the universe know that I am not sorry for "hurting" you, you put me through so much stress as a 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, and even 19 year old girl that I should NOT have ever had to deal with! You honestly put me through hell, and I didn't think one person could, but you proved that so wrong! You are manipulative, psychotic, and need medical help. I felt bad for you for so long, but not anymore. You need help beyond ranting to me, dragging me down, making up lies, telling me I'm stupid, calling me continuously for no reason and hanging up, getting me into trouble, having your girlfriend want me dead, SO MUCH MORE.
You are DEAD to me as of now. I never want to hear from you again, I hope you get better, but even if you do, you are still not welcome in my life!
GOD DAMN!!!
Well, other than that, life is good. Other than the fact that today I'm feeling particularly lazy!