It's obvious they wreak of jealousy.
I feel so lost, I miss Matt so much. I haven't seen him much lately. I feel like I'm missing a part of me. He was grounded basically all last month .. and now he has work. And I really can't be mad; not that I was ever the slightest bit mad. I just feel like .. I don't know. I wish I could see him whenever I wanted. I guess it's just weird going from seeing him constantly to not seeing him much. I just miss him. I love him so much and I don't know. I don't know what I think anymore. Everything is so fast and confusing. I really don't know where I'm going with this.
people are going to take this entry the wrong way.. I know it. =/