Bad week
I should have just taken it as a sign on Monday when I reached a road block on my way to work that sent me all the way back into town to find another way to work. It made me a half hour late, but I think I should have stayed in bed. Monday we got the news about Ba'set. Tuesday night she got really bad. Wednesday we took her in, and I held her as she was put to sleep. I want my kitty back damn it.
I feel partly like a child wanting to throw a temper tantrum at the world for the unfairness of it all.
I am sad. Another part of me wants to crawl back into bed and not move for days.
But some part of me made me get up today. I'm at work. I keep crying, but I'm here. I miss her terribly.
I feel partly like a child wanting to throw a temper tantrum at the world for the unfairness of it all.
I am sad. Another part of me wants to crawl back into bed and not move for days.
But some part of me made me get up today. I'm at work. I keep crying, but I'm here. I miss her terribly.