I'm so very very stupid sometimes!!!
Job A offered me more hours, and without thinking I said yes... actually I WAS thinking, I was thinking MONEY!!! But the fact is, I don't really need the extra money. Now Job B has started to pick up, I'm in meetings every other night and starting in mid March I'll be working weekends and every other night from 4:30-10... which means to fit in the extra hours I accepted from Job A and be at Job B by 4:30 I'll have to start Job A by 8am which means I'll leave the house at 7am and not be home till 10:30pm AND I'll be working weekends... so the only time I'll see Shawn is in bed before I fall asleep and saturday/sunday nights when he gets home from work at 5. Which doesn't really matter, cause in a month or so I'll be completely insane and he'll probably kick me out of the house! FUCK!!! Stupid!
I think Job A might be on the outs... I like Job B so much more... I just need to convince them to hire me full time... Also... I hate the hour long bus ride to work!!
I think Job A might be on the outs... I like Job B so much more... I just need to convince them to hire me full time... Also... I hate the hour long bus ride to work!!