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im too cool for school! haha
im not sure why im not at school right now.. but my dad said i wasnt going..
i woke up crying and dont know why.. this whoel depression thing seems to be coming back to me.. i thoguht i was out of this from like last year.
i steal alot.. its not even good stuff.. hah..
i miss school.. i hate being at home when no one is around but me.. it makes me feel like killing myself..
gah.. why cant i get these thoughts out of my head? i was fine for so long.. and now jsut out of no where boom i dont want to live.. gha i hate it.. i hate waking up with the option of jsut overdosing so much i passout and dont have to live that day.maybe i should just do that today even though its 130 and school lets out in an hour.
im very cold.. i jsut want to go back to bed
im not sure why im not at school right now.. but my dad said i wasnt going..
i woke up crying and dont know why.. this whoel depression thing seems to be coming back to me.. i thoguht i was out of this from like last year.
i steal alot.. its not even good stuff.. hah..
i miss school.. i hate being at home when no one is around but me.. it makes me feel like killing myself..
gah.. why cant i get these thoughts out of my head? i was fine for so long.. and now jsut out of no where boom i dont want to live.. gha i hate it.. i hate waking up with the option of jsut overdosing so much i passout and dont have to live that day.maybe i should just do that today even though its 130 and school lets out in an hour.
im very cold.. i jsut want to go back to bed