it must be said.

Feb 14, 2005 21:52

My Dearest Kelsie,

a while back i told you one day i would be writeing somehting in my livejournal to everyone telling them what i keep bottled up because it would only hurt them.
i have to get this out and you need to hear it.

Kelsie you dont let urself have what you deserve.
your self-esteem is way to low.
i love you deeply with the biggest of passions because of hwo close we are. and everything.
you deserved much more than you give yourself credit for.
sometimes i just feel like punching you really hard because of it.
you hide everything you feel and dont tell peopel what they need to hear.
you have good tolerance to a point and after that u cant help it.
the things you keep bottled up need to be heard and you only tell them to the people who dont need to hear them.
you have such great opinions and you never shave them.
i wish you'd open up more.
i hate seeing you when you are down you dont need that shit in your life.
i wish you're tollerance wasnt as high to be honest cause you take so much shit from everyone and they need to get there shit back because its so unfair to them.
i dont want you to get mad at me for this but i knew if i jsut flat out told you you woudl get defenceive and thats really good though. cause mayeb you should. but i need you to hear this.
please dont be mad at me i just hate seing you when you are down.
and i hate when people hurt you. i wish i could i take all u rpain away and tkae u back to when u had no worries.
you're life is just beginging so live it up!
i can only hope you dont take this to the extent that u mad at me and tlak about me behind my back with jj or kari or someone else.
<<<333 and many more but im too lazy to finsih it lol.. (because it woul dnver end)
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