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well appearantly i pulled a muscle right under my ribs so it feels like i broke my rib lol atleats my dad said its that lol oh well it snot liek they can do anything.
im really wondering if i jsut set myself up for more heartache with jason :/ and i dont think im supposed to feel this way.. but it sucks cause when im not with him it almsot feels liek i am and i hate not being iwth him but when i am i feel lik ei have to do this but i like it and hten again i dont.
i wish it were easier with him.
im pretty sure i lost ben as a great friend i wish me an dhim would have never gone out :(
im really wondering if i jsut set myself up for more heartache with jason :/ and i dont think im supposed to feel this way.. but it sucks cause when im not with him it almsot feels liek i am and i hate not being iwth him but when i am i feel lik ei have to do this but i like it and hten again i dont.
i wish it were easier with him.
im pretty sure i lost ben as a great friend i wish me an dhim would have never gone out :(