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i could say im fine all you want to hear but i'd only be lieing not only to you but to myself.
i know im not happy. nothing feels the same anymore. things even taste different. the excitement i got from most things is gone and its not coming back.
it feels like the friends i've had all mylife are just sick of hearing it and dont care anymore.
its like im only here for there needs and not getting any of my own. im sick of just randomly crying for no reason.. even though there is a reason i just dont know.
i may only be 15 but i think i've suffered alot of depression so far in my life than i should have. my life really isnt that bad compared to some but its not my life thats bad its my feelings.
some say im just to sensitive adn need to tuffen up but thats not it at all. i feel completly alone.
a person i met only once and havent known very long at all is there for me more than anyone else.
(im sick of you shrugs maybe its ur way or trying to care or what but it doesnt help it feels like you dont care)
people wonder why i skip class so much.. im never sick.. only twice have i actually been sick to stay home.. the rest i was in my room crying or throwing up or at home overdoseing and cutting myself
but you wouldnt know because you never notice im not at school!
i wish you were here like u used to be.. i miss it the most.
thanks liz <3
i know im not happy. nothing feels the same anymore. things even taste different. the excitement i got from most things is gone and its not coming back.
it feels like the friends i've had all mylife are just sick of hearing it and dont care anymore.
its like im only here for there needs and not getting any of my own. im sick of just randomly crying for no reason.. even though there is a reason i just dont know.
i may only be 15 but i think i've suffered alot of depression so far in my life than i should have. my life really isnt that bad compared to some but its not my life thats bad its my feelings.
some say im just to sensitive adn need to tuffen up but thats not it at all. i feel completly alone.
a person i met only once and havent known very long at all is there for me more than anyone else.
(im sick of you shrugs maybe its ur way or trying to care or what but it doesnt help it feels like you dont care)
people wonder why i skip class so much.. im never sick.. only twice have i actually been sick to stay home.. the rest i was in my room crying or throwing up or at home overdoseing and cutting myself
but you wouldnt know because you never notice im not at school!
i wish you were here like u used to be.. i miss it the most.
thanks liz <3