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[autumnsparkle]

You know these days when you feel completely and utterly stupid, that you think What the ef-you-cee-kay am I doing here?? Well, today's been like that. I had Spanish again, with a complete other group than last year (thankfully there were a few nice girls I already knew), and i was surrounded by people who speak spanish fluently. I think I'm the only one (together with another very nice girl) who hasn't lived in Spain for a year or something. Gosh. It was so horrible. We had to discuss about terrorism, and that's something I can't be bothered about, thankyouverymuch.. And the worst thing was that the teacher told me to join a group of three guys who are fluent Spanish speakers.. and I was like oh my god, why are you doing this to me?? I felt so completely stupid... they were all talking and laughing and I didn't have anything to say, and i didn't even understand what they were talking about.. it was awful. Everybody's so damn good, and it only gets more and more difficult and I feel so incredibly dumb! Really, what am I doing among those people? God... thankfully one of the guys in my group was very cute and friendly and he asked my opinion about the topic as well, so.. :)

Anyway. Tomorrow I'm gonna see Pirates again, maybe. I really need to do something fun, because even though this year has just started, I already feel like i won't be able to do everything I have to do (which is a crappy translation of the Dutch ik zie het niet meer zitten ).

Well, enough ranting for today, I think.