i swear by my wrists that we're better than this..

[autumnsfallen]

i stayed home from school yesterday.. i needed time to think. i might be moving, but that's all i am willing to say. things around here just don't float my boat anymore.. i don't know what to do really..

last night me and ben hung out. we did a lot of driving around on the ave and places, and he wore this monkey mask. it was hilarious.. but i guess you had to be there. we went to sam's house, and they wanted to watch the notebook, but ben didn't, so we left. we went bowling, cuz that's where everyone goes after they get high and drunk on wednesdays. however, be and ben were neither. i just watched everyone bowl. it was pretty boring.. a lot of ppl were there i never really talk to. not my crowd i guess. that was my night.. but the highlight of my night was coming home, taking a shower, and coming online to talk to brooke for a while. she's really awesome. she's about the only thing that is keeping me relatively happy right now.. that's about it for my night tho. <3
Jon Sobie

I remember you laughing and leaving,
slamming my door, the sound at first, like dreaming.
Don't leave just yet, I didn't mean any of what I just said.
I swear by my wrists that we're better than this;
much more to me than words in a notebook.
You sigh and say "I'm through",
(You sigh and say "I'm through")
and god damn you for breathing, "I love you".
I love you, I love you, I love you