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i don't have much time, so this is gonna be short.
i tried out for entreat the gallows. much to my suprise they were willing to give me a chance.. i was very happy, i was probably glowing with excitement.
but now today i find out justin doesn't want me in and has something against me. so i guess i'm not in the band now. err. oh well, i guess it happens. i just don't understand what's going on i guess.
other than that, i am debating on whether or not to give up on the girl i want. it seems the feelings are one sided. idk. i see things at school that make my insides cringe. and i don't know what to think about the whole situation.. i barely even talk to her now. i don't know what happened? i should of known.. err. i am angry at myself for getting my hopes up, once again, only to be let down. i really need to knock that off. i hate emotions. i hate feelings. i wish there was no such things sometimes. :\
idk.. things just seem to keep getting worse. and just when i thought things were looking up. i HAVE to stop getting my hopes up. for sure.
i miss the way things use to be.
i got a system ifor my car, it's gonna be bumpin. just gotta hook it up. i'm excited. i might drive it to school tomorrow. now that would be pretty neat.
that's all for tonite. bye. <3..
Jon Sobie
i tried out for entreat the gallows. much to my suprise they were willing to give me a chance.. i was very happy, i was probably glowing with excitement.
but now today i find out justin doesn't want me in and has something against me. so i guess i'm not in the band now. err. oh well, i guess it happens. i just don't understand what's going on i guess.
other than that, i am debating on whether or not to give up on the girl i want. it seems the feelings are one sided. idk. i see things at school that make my insides cringe. and i don't know what to think about the whole situation.. i barely even talk to her now. i don't know what happened? i should of known.. err. i am angry at myself for getting my hopes up, once again, only to be let down. i really need to knock that off. i hate emotions. i hate feelings. i wish there was no such things sometimes. :\
idk.. things just seem to keep getting worse. and just when i thought things were looking up. i HAVE to stop getting my hopes up. for sure.
i miss the way things use to be.
i got a system ifor my car, it's gonna be bumpin. just gotta hook it up. i'm excited. i might drive it to school tomorrow. now that would be pretty neat.
that's all for tonite. bye. <3..
Jon Sobie