Oct 26, 2007 18:40
I recieved a letter from Becky on myspace and it made me teary. I realized that I do cherish the relationship we had and all resentment faded away. We needed space.
Speaking of... I think I really did it, I really broke up with Wil. I've been back and forth about it, talking to him and such. It's difficult. It's comfortable, and I still want to cuddle up with him in a warm bed. But I think this will be best for facilitating my growth as a person- facing the unknown. It still feels terrible, completely unfair to him. We broke up in front of my dorm. There was a cold drizzle, when i sobbed and looked up at him to tell him I love him the rain pelted my eyes.
Going to work on documentary project night, see how the idea goes. Basically photographing this jazz club that my friend Michelle works at. It is pretty dark, I might use digital just cause I don't feel like going to go get a lens at the photography cage right now. I dunno.
My idea for the personal project is to look up people with weird personals, like with strange fetishs, and then talk to them and take their portrait. Yeah, I like creepy situations, thats basically it.