ick
..My stomach just turned and my heart dropped..
..i wish i could hate you forever..
School was normal. I felt sick all day. I felt really weak and sad. Today is September 11. We watched a Documentary today in U.S History about a guy who caught some of it on tape. He was in the building. In this one scene you could hear really loud thumps. My teacher said it was people hitting the balcony from jumping from the building. It was interesting but made me really upset. Right now I feel like crying. I have alot of weird emotions right now. I hate feeling down. I hate feeling second best. I hate feeling like I'm not the only one. I hate girls. I hate so many people and things. It's aweful.. I'll be fine soon. Tomorrow's Friday and I wanna do something fun with my girls and boys. Movies @Jose's I think. Or Roxbury. We'll see..