..as long..
..as we whisper to one another we will never fully hear each other
as long as my eyelids are weighed down by desire and one dying wish..
So I just fucking wrote up the longest entry.. and my computer fucks up..
So here we go again.. fucking piece of shit *kicks computer*
Don't denine. This is the cutest picture you've ever seen.. if you've ever seen one. It makes me tickle and giggle inside. Don't hate. It's my best friend. Sara aka stanky2000
School = good. Minus not having classes with Elena. So many memories with that chick in 2nd period Global and 6th period Biology. Everythings settled with my classes and I'm glad. Intro to Comp. Graphics will be cool. I hope to get Journalism in there sometime.
Thursday after school Me, Sara, Jose, and Andre took advantage of FREE BUS FARE and went to the West Side. Me and Sara bought some food from Tropical Bakery. I've become obsessed with Hispanic food. So good. We went to chill on Jose's porch on Goustin after that. OMG JOSE THREW ZEBRA CAKES AT THIS OLD LADIES WINDOW! OMG.. haha.. it was so funny. Andre kept whispering "spegitti, grits, and rice" in Sara's ear. He also yelled out random names when people went by like "Jeffery, Bernard, Brittney, and Michelle". Andre is a good kid. I'm glad he's apart of our group now. Some kid they call Oochi came and chilled with us on Jose's porch. He was a fucking dickface.. I wanted to kick his fucking teeth in. He kept coming at me and fucking with Sara. Ugh. Sara's mom picked us up. I went home. Then to Tony's house. We watched LOTR; Two Towers. He cuddled me and I was so happy. We made fuck. And finished watching the movie. He was being so cute. Making kissy faces at me. It was a really good night. I love him to death. I left around 10:30 and went home..
Sara stanky200 and I.. acting a fool..
Friday = pure goodness. hah. School was a breeze. All day was really easy. We danced with Mrs. Wexler. And I actually like it. I love Modern dance.. it's a challenge. I love that. After school My mom picked me up. I had to go to the Doctors. Sara came along. I gained some weight so I was kinda pissed. I'm almost 165lbs compared to my normal 150 and I'm almost 5'9. The Doctor also mentioned that I had blood in my urine. I don't know what that means but he wants me to come back in 2 weeks. I don't plan on going. I was really pissed because of the wait at the doctors. I fucking hate going. I also hate male doctors. I was mad I had to get undressed. ugh!. So my mom surprised me and let Sara &I get some ice cream from Dairy Queen. Went home and cleaned. Went to Band Practice to see Tony. It was soo good to see him. He was all cute and awe. I was really happy. We didn't stay long because Elena and Eryn were at my house. Then everyone showed up. We hung out on my porch. Got yelled at. Ordered Pizza. And started watching 10 o'clock. hah.. I mean The Ring. Sara kept calling it 10 o'clock for NO REASON. We dared Jose to get naked and wear a towel. And he did. He tried spitting some game to these 11 yr old girls who were smoking. The boys raced down the street and stole the towel. As Jose ran back to my house.. BUTT ASS NAKED! hahah. We also dared him to go to the door when the pizza man came butt naked. He went and someone stole his towel and he stood there EXPOSED! hahah.. omg. So we ate pizza watched movies. And just had a good time. Everoyne else left except for Jose and Sara, they slept over. Rapheal went home real late.
Sara stanky200 and I.. Best Friends Forever.. <3
Saturday Jose and Sara left. My parents took me out to lunch @ Sophie's. After I came home and got showered. Cindy and Sara came to pick me up and we went to the Puetro Rican Festival @Lasalle. We just hung out and saw abunch of people. Rapheal, Rapheal Lopez, Moyi, Jose, Jennie, Fernando bitch #1, Fernando bitch #2, Sammy, Georgie, Danny. We got some food. yum, and hung out some more. HE HAS A WIFE AND KIDS BOO HOO. Cindy picked us up at 7:30 and I slept over Sara's. We sat around and took pictures all night. We were really hyper because we were tired. Tony called me. I got all happy. But he sounded sad. I tried to help but it didn't work. I ask him what was wrong and he said nothing. I know it was something. But I don't force him to talk to me. If he wants to talk to me.. he'll come to me. So I was kinda down the rest of the night but didn't let it show. We ate and watched American Pie 2 and fell asleep. I guess durning the night I knocked over the lamp. hah. Sara's dad was being a HUGE doofie in the mourning so we called her mom to pick us up. I couldn't stop laughing all night. I came home and sat here all day. I was pretty lonely. All I wanted was to kiss, cuddle, and watch a movie. Instead I got bitched at. Ahh well. Maybe another day.. All in all I had a great weekend. Hopefully this week will be full of surprises!
I will never know when you appear...