this is the end..
Well, my life turned into complete shit in 48 hours.
I'm not even sure of what to do. I feel so hopeless.
The only thing that I have ever loved does not want to
be with me. I can't stand feeling like this. This
loneliness is killing me. I've never felt this bad
In my life. I feel like someone ripped out my heart. I
think I'm going to go away for awhile. In the process
if you need me you know how to reach me. I'll be making a
new AIM s/n, e-mail, &journal. So e-amil if you want to know info.
she_is_faithless@hotmail.com. I might delete this journal also.
Time to start a new era. I'm sorry if I disappointed anymore.
I just can't handle this anymore. Goodbye for now.