Moment on fire
I am floating like you wouldn't believe. It's not bad, it's not good, it just... is. I float to work (I spend most of my life there), then I meander home (still floating). When I'm with friends, I'm often just a presence - sometimes witty, sometimes boring, sometimes understanding, and sometimes entertained. When I leave, I leave. There's no real reason... I just decide I don't need to be there anymore. It's an odd state to be in. Floating.
Life is good. Life is bad. I'm happy. I'm lonely. I'm lonely. Yeah. But my friends are great. My God is very great also. And my family is wonderful. But still, things feel inadequate. Try not to judge me. It's not like I want to be discontent with things. I want to view everything with eyes of gratefulness. I want to see things with hope. I do in certain areas. I'm trying to keep my chin up, but I'm missing appendages guys; what do you expect? Sheesh.
Yeah, I don't know if I measure up. I really don't. I'm not one of those guys...one of those people. I'm just me.
But... I have to still love life. I do still love life. I find joy. I find pleasure. I find reality in Him.
Life is good. Life is bad. I'm happy. I'm lonely. I'm lonely. Yeah. But my friends are great. My God is very great also. And my family is wonderful. But still, things feel inadequate. Try not to judge me. It's not like I want to be discontent with things. I want to view everything with eyes of gratefulness. I want to see things with hope. I do in certain areas. I'm trying to keep my chin up, but I'm missing appendages guys; what do you expect? Sheesh.
Yeah, I don't know if I measure up. I really don't. I'm not one of those guys...one of those people. I'm just me.
But... I have to still love life. I do still love life. I find joy. I find pleasure. I find reality in Him.