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why are you stalking me, what do you want to know? i don't even fucking know you and i've never done shit to you. when i started fucking him again he claimed to have cut you out of his life completely. and even then, he never told you he would be yours exclusively. there hasn't been a single day since you fucked my then boyfriend of 4 years that i haven't felt like shit. did you know we've been best friends since we were 15? do you know how horrible that night was for me? did you really ask what my problem was when i pushed you out that door, really? and what living here again is even like? it's true that he still loves me. but everything that has ever mattered to me was destroyed and all i am capable of now is aching. and empty distractions. everything still fucking hurts. all this is because you just had to have what you wanted no matter who was involved. i hope the orgasm was worth it.