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The Mayans have been vanquished again. I will live to get older. It is my last day as 26 and I have a cold. Yaaaay. 27 with the sniffles and a headache. :/ Ugh. It's so cold and windy and gray, but it refuses to snow. It's just draining and my feet won't warm up.
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I had a dream I was a raven who could shape shift and I met an owl girl, pretty and brown and smart, and I flew over the ocean and through curls in the surf and I was cold from sea spray when I came back to the shore. We hid from a storm wave in a shack and outwitted rising water and floated on a wooden raft until the water receded. She was so brave and smart but she was afraid of the water, so I hid how afraid I was, and helped her be calm to think. I called her 'Baby' and 'Lamb' and made her laugh when she was scared and crying while the water rose. Ravens are playful and clever like that. =w=~ *proud* It was the calmest I've felt when I had a storm dream/nightmare. Storms and waves and drowning are my biggest fears. My most primal fears. But because I had to help my owl, I wasn't scared. I do best when I am helping someone I love.
Spirit guide dream. This is what I get for reading Sentinal!trope fics. orz. I miss my owl wife. How can I miss someone I've never met?
I think it's funny that when I have shape shifting dreams I'm always a raven who is with an owl or hawk or eagle. I've only had a handful. Once, I dreamed I was dead and Horus flew with me and was friendly but cold and clinical, sharp-eyed hawk. Then I fought with an eagle, rolled around and crashed and used talons and beak and screamed in his face and he hurt me in slow motion. A complete nightmare, and no one helped me even though others saw it happening. Now, an owl as a partner and equal. What is it about raptors? Such a love/hate relationship. I'd love to be psychoanalyzed about them. I mean, I could use myths etc...
Horus the Hawk: Death, transformation, reincarnation, he was in a dream about my family too, so family ties, genderless, emotionless, messenger and guide.
Tyrant King Eagle: Power and powerlessness, maleness, father-problems, rage and anger, might is right, I always associate them with Odin.
Gentle thoughtful woman Owl: Athena, thought, being careful and guiding someone to see something, quiet and insight, just wars and defense.
My Raven: Hugin and Munin, Crow, other tricksters, magic, shape shifting, play, understanding, healing and encouragement, doing what other people see as below them or not worth the effort like in the story of Raven stealing the Sun, quick speech, harsh truth, and pretty lies.
Storms and water: Poseidon, loss of control, horses, blackness and night and nightmares, suffocating primal fear, wilderness, mystery, loss of power, things that seem just too big to take-on, but also fertility I suppose.
...I must have some serious issues.
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I had a dream I was a raven who could shape shift and I met an owl girl, pretty and brown and smart, and I flew over the ocean and through curls in the surf and I was cold from sea spray when I came back to the shore. We hid from a storm wave in a shack and outwitted rising water and floated on a wooden raft until the water receded. She was so brave and smart but she was afraid of the water, so I hid how afraid I was, and helped her be calm to think. I called her 'Baby' and 'Lamb' and made her laugh when she was scared and crying while the water rose. Ravens are playful and clever like that. =w=~ *proud* It was the calmest I've felt when I had a storm dream/nightmare. Storms and waves and drowning are my biggest fears. My most primal fears. But because I had to help my owl, I wasn't scared. I do best when I am helping someone I love.
Spirit guide dream. This is what I get for reading Sentinal!trope fics. orz. I miss my owl wife. How can I miss someone I've never met?
I think it's funny that when I have shape shifting dreams I'm always a raven who is with an owl or hawk or eagle. I've only had a handful. Once, I dreamed I was dead and Horus flew with me and was friendly but cold and clinical, sharp-eyed hawk. Then I fought with an eagle, rolled around and crashed and used talons and beak and screamed in his face and he hurt me in slow motion. A complete nightmare, and no one helped me even though others saw it happening. Now, an owl as a partner and equal. What is it about raptors? Such a love/hate relationship. I'd love to be psychoanalyzed about them. I mean, I could use myths etc...
Horus the Hawk: Death, transformation, reincarnation, he was in a dream about my family too, so family ties, genderless, emotionless, messenger and guide.
Tyrant King Eagle: Power and powerlessness, maleness, father-problems, rage and anger, might is right, I always associate them with Odin.
Gentle thoughtful woman Owl: Athena, thought, being careful and guiding someone to see something, quiet and insight, just wars and defense.
My Raven: Hugin and Munin, Crow, other tricksters, magic, shape shifting, play, understanding, healing and encouragement, doing what other people see as below them or not worth the effort like in the story of Raven stealing the Sun, quick speech, harsh truth, and pretty lies.
Storms and water: Poseidon, loss of control, horses, blackness and night and nightmares, suffocating primal fear, wilderness, mystery, loss of power, things that seem just too big to take-on, but also fertility I suppose.
...I must have some serious issues.