Mar 31, 2005 16:19
-sings- IIIIIIIII dont want u back. lol i love the backstreet boys. somehow they always make me feel good. i have been listening to millenium for like a week straight. maybe to make myself feel better that i didnt go to the concert. i guess lookin back on it now, if i would have gone i wouldnt have got my hair done and had fellowship with church ppl that was a blast but not only that but i know i would have been worrying about the ducks the entire time. anyway. i feel like such a dork. i wore my hair down for the first time in a long time out in public and i feel so pretty. im gonna give dena a huge hug on sunday for making me feel pretty :) maybe ppl are right u do feel better after working out. laura came and picked me up at 9 after takin dina to work and then we went to the gym for an hr and then we came back to the house and took my portable dvd player outside and did the weight watchers workout for 30 min which isnt all that great but then i remembered i had this workout video for kids and it is so much fun. its like moves that are so easy and hyper and fun and the guy is a dork so we decided we are gonna take it to church in the morning and work out there because we can jump around in there lol. im excited then i took a lil nap today and woke up to boy meets world and then we went and paid the cell phone bill. today is great. it is so nice outside. i wanna go play. i emailed traci last night which was kind of comforting not to get a hate email back when i heard that i had an email i cant tell u the panic i felt. im a dork. we are going to lighthouse mission tonight and i think i am going to talk about forgiveness and loving ppl unconditionally n stuff tonight. if ron makes me talk. in a way if he does ask me i dont think ill even care. i need to look up what in says about unconditional love in corinthians(major sp) but whatever im excited. i love being a part of ec! im a big dork i know but im so happy right now. it must be the weather. lol i love it. well kids i love u and have a great day!