Oct 07, 2003 14:16
So, I haven't *really* updated this thing in, Lord knows how long. So, I figure.. I'm sitting here, doing nothing, waiting for these songs to download.. I should update my journal, right?
So, since I've last updated, I'm no longer a drunken virgin. No, I didn't have sex while drunk... *rolls eyes*. I actually got drunk. =x Yeash, well, I'm legal now.. so it's alright. Last Wednesday, it was. Car-L and Edwardoooo took me out, I rode with Eddie and I was scared as hell. But, I wasn't backing out, nono. I wasn't scared to be with Eddie, I was scared to actually drink. I did it, I acted goofy.. I told Eddie I wanted to do bad things to him. No big deal.
I finally made Carl's cheesecake, that I've been promising for about two weeks now. ;D It's okay, he should at least be happy enough he's getting something, right? Yupyup.
I've promised myself to stay away from [posting at] B6 for a while. Too much drama there, and much too much negativity. It's starting to bring me down. But, I met some cool people there, and they'll talk to me via AIM/phone or whatever. Josh has my address, so he'd better write to me while in Kosovo. Yesyes. <3 I don't really know how things stand between Rob and I, though. I "sucked up to him" to be his friend again. Who cares, really? Blahhhh... back to the negative stuff.
Now, the BEST, and I mean ABSOLUTE BEST thing I've gotten out of B6.. is Mike. *sigh* It's terribly sad, though. I love this guy to death, but I've kind of hurt Kal in the process. I did like Kal at one time, yes I did. I still want to be friends with him.. but that seems VERRRRRRY doubtful. :( Ohwell. What can I do?
Mike.. he's the sweetest guy ever. Buuuuuuut.. he lives 2k miles away, and I sound like an internet nerd, raving over him. Whateverrrrrrrr.
So, there you have it. These songs should be downloaded now. I have to go check on that cheesecake, and get myself ready for work. TTFN!
<3 Much love.