I'm such a baka, I had Okaeri instead of Tadaima >.<;
Hellooooo everyone! Ok, so I'm happy to announce that I'm officially off my hiatus. How is everyone?
I'm expecting a call from Acer about my laptop in a few days so we'll see how that goes, but in the meantime I wanted to come off hiatus cuz it would probably help me get back on track. I've been really emo about life in general and especially uni lately, throw being sick on top of that and it's certainly not pleasant. Thanks to a looong talk with mum and Fi (my closest cousin) I'm working things out. I'm still not sure what to do about uni though.
Well onto less depressing things. I have good news and bad news. Bad news: I didn't get excepted into the Japanese uni exchange scholarship thingy. Good news: I have a chance to appeal because there is still one grant and I had good scores last year.
Even BETTER news: I'm still going Japan! Ok, so it's just for a week but I'm still super excited. I'm tagging along with my grandparents and Fi's family to their holiday in China for 3 weeks in December through January. Then when they fly home, me and Fi will fly to Japan for a week. It's my dream come true. I. am. so. excited. Also, I've always wanted to travel with Fi cuz we are so baka when we're together, it should be lots of fun.
There's so much that has happened in the fandom, of which I would fangirl over, except it's old news, so I'll spare everyone of having to go through that. So I figured I'd do a meme. I wanted to do the Guess the JE boy one everyone's been doing, but I thought that I doubt anyone really knows me well enough for that yet, seeing I've been on hiatus for so long. So here's an old meme:
1. List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself.
2. Tag seven people to do the same.
3. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag whoever wants to do it.
Cuz it's such an old meme, anyone who hasn't and feels like it can do it.
{1} I just heard KAT-TUN's Real Face #1 for the first time last week. The album I had must've been dodgy cuz I never understood the reason why there was 'Real Face' and then 'Real Face #1' when they sounded exactly the same. I had a friend download all my JE discography for me when my laptop crashed, and the other day a song came up that I didn't recognise and it happened to be 'Real Face #1'. xD I felt so astonished and stupid.
{2} I'm incredibly people shy. You might not be able to tell if you meet me, since I've learnt to be more outgoing and -actually- speak, but I still get extremely nervous when meeting new people and new surroundings. When I say extremely, I really mean extremely. Bordering on panic attack sorta thing. Lucky it's toned down some in the last few years.
{3} I feel stupid most days. It doesn't matter what results I get on work or whatnot; I usually feel stupid. Especially like when I utter something that could be seen as intelligent then turn around and smack my head against a doorframe. You can also read this point as 'I am a major klutz at 21'.
{4} I love organisation. In anything from files on my comp to the books on my shelf. I'm just not very good at putting it into practice though.
{5} I occasionally get strong bouts of loneliness even amidst a group of close friends or surrounded by crowds of people.
{6} I am also capable of going so high and happy with a grin that scares people. A friend almost hung up the phone on me when I answered in one of my hyper modes. This can happen at the littlest thing.
{7} My JE obsession scares me. No really. I probably don't fangirl as crazy as others but the extent to which I do scares me. I love this fandom to bits but I still acknowledge that this addiction is probably not too healthy for me. xD I use to be obsessed with anime & manga (I'll show a pic in the near future) but never to this degree. JE has taken over my life... but I wouldn't give it up for anything. xD♥
That was.. hard. ^^;;
Edit: Hands up any one who's as sad as I am that the last ep of Hana Kimi airs tonight? But anticipating it like mad? Ahh 2 hour special!
I realised that I don't really know a lot of
you really well, so drop me a line, hope we can get to know one another more. ♥