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i've been so lazy with updating. i sometimes wish you could just read what's inside my head. it's so much easier.
been busy with the new job, and the start of classes. my last 2 weekends have been split between staten island and brooklyn, which on one hand is nice, because i get to see my parents and friends (in between studying) and on the other hand, it's rough because it's less time i'm spending with on man, and it's less time i'm home to do things. even if it's just laundry. but, i'll get thru it, have no choice. so i'm trying to focus on all the positives (for once!) although i'm sure that will change soon.
had my high school reunion 2 weeks ago and what a waste of time it was. no one i was remotely interested in seeing again was there. it was really for the students who ran the school, who i really disliked. and that's being nice about it. out of a graduating class of 400+ only maybe 100 showed, maybe a little more. just goes to show what the majority thought of our student body. i don't know why i didn't think about this. why i thought anything would've changed or that people who were in my category would have bothered going? i was curious, and i found out that exactly how i felt about high school is exactly how i was supposed to feel, because everyone i hated was still exactly the same. fake, fake, fake.
so i spent all this money for nothing, but if anything to look good and dance sexy for my fiance.
new job's going ok...i have my concerns etc..but i think it'll be ok. i don't think i'm going to love it, but i think it'll be worth it even if i just do it for a year and then move elsewhere within the company.
school's ok. been trying to study and all that nonsense. it's weird being back in school, but it doesn't feel as akward as last time. maybe it helps that i'm taking a prof. i've had before, i don't know.
so, tonight for at least an hour i have to try to study. i'll probably go to starbucks, just to get out of the house. i'm so tired though. i don't feel like doing anything. i just want to sleep.
but...on the bright side....i think i've found where i'm going to get married! my fiance and i (and my mom) went and looked at the old bermuda inn yesterday and we were very pleased. they gave us a very good price, they're willing to work with us and answer any question, and very flexable. everyone liked it, and it's really almost everything i've been looking for as far as venue for both ceremony/reception.
i have to call the guy and put the date/room on hold and then from there ask a few more questions, tastsings, and deposit. i'm so excited! something's actually happening! and i actually found a place that's pretty close to perfect. so if all goes well, we'll be getting married Saturday, October 18, 2008 at the Old Bermuda Inn at 11:30am with a lunch reception to follow with a half hour cocktail, full bar, a chocolate wedding cake, and cupcake trees!
and i even think i may have found a wedding dress i like! i'm hoping i can try it on in stores and then find it online for cheaper, buy it there, and bring it to someone to have it hemmed/taken in. i think it would be cheaper in the long run, especially since i'll have to have the dress hemmed because i'm only 5"0 and since i haven't lost the majority of the weight yet, it'll have to be taken in. but we'll see. i'm tempted to buy it now, because who knows if i'll ever find a dress i like this much. so we'll see.
and that's really about it. gonna go get ready to go study in a little while. can't i just take a nap instead?
been busy with the new job, and the start of classes. my last 2 weekends have been split between staten island and brooklyn, which on one hand is nice, because i get to see my parents and friends (in between studying) and on the other hand, it's rough because it's less time i'm spending with on man, and it's less time i'm home to do things. even if it's just laundry. but, i'll get thru it, have no choice. so i'm trying to focus on all the positives (for once!) although i'm sure that will change soon.
had my high school reunion 2 weeks ago and what a waste of time it was. no one i was remotely interested in seeing again was there. it was really for the students who ran the school, who i really disliked. and that's being nice about it. out of a graduating class of 400+ only maybe 100 showed, maybe a little more. just goes to show what the majority thought of our student body. i don't know why i didn't think about this. why i thought anything would've changed or that people who were in my category would have bothered going? i was curious, and i found out that exactly how i felt about high school is exactly how i was supposed to feel, because everyone i hated was still exactly the same. fake, fake, fake.
so i spent all this money for nothing, but if anything to look good and dance sexy for my fiance.
new job's going ok...i have my concerns etc..but i think it'll be ok. i don't think i'm going to love it, but i think it'll be worth it even if i just do it for a year and then move elsewhere within the company.
school's ok. been trying to study and all that nonsense. it's weird being back in school, but it doesn't feel as akward as last time. maybe it helps that i'm taking a prof. i've had before, i don't know.
so, tonight for at least an hour i have to try to study. i'll probably go to starbucks, just to get out of the house. i'm so tired though. i don't feel like doing anything. i just want to sleep.
but...on the bright side....i think i've found where i'm going to get married! my fiance and i (and my mom) went and looked at the old bermuda inn yesterday and we were very pleased. they gave us a very good price, they're willing to work with us and answer any question, and very flexable. everyone liked it, and it's really almost everything i've been looking for as far as venue for both ceremony/reception.
i have to call the guy and put the date/room on hold and then from there ask a few more questions, tastsings, and deposit. i'm so excited! something's actually happening! and i actually found a place that's pretty close to perfect. so if all goes well, we'll be getting married Saturday, October 18, 2008 at the Old Bermuda Inn at 11:30am with a lunch reception to follow with a half hour cocktail, full bar, a chocolate wedding cake, and cupcake trees!
and i even think i may have found a wedding dress i like! i'm hoping i can try it on in stores and then find it online for cheaper, buy it there, and bring it to someone to have it hemmed/taken in. i think it would be cheaper in the long run, especially since i'll have to have the dress hemmed because i'm only 5"0 and since i haven't lost the majority of the weight yet, it'll have to be taken in. but we'll see. i'm tempted to buy it now, because who knows if i'll ever find a dress i like this much. so we'll see.
and that's really about it. gonna go get ready to go study in a little while. can't i just take a nap instead?