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well i wish i could say today was great..but no..it wasnt all that bad but today was just a constant battle between my heart and my head..it drives me crazy..two parts of me are telling me to do exact opposites..this time i am going to be selfish and do what i want not what i think might be best..key word might..because god knows im probably wrong and just being stupid..nothing new and hope that the side i chose was the best and that everything turns out okay..i really hope so..i dont want to f this one up