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i haven't written in some time, mostly because life in tokyo was very busy and astounding, and i had little time allowed to me to be online. and also because once i got back, my sleeping patterns were fucked up beyond even their usual fucked over proportions...
life now is going..well, i suppose. and i'm sorry that i can't articulate myself any more clearly than i do, because i would like to express myself. simultaneously, i nearly always feel like once i do, it was an utter waste of time to begin with. and yes, this is vague and probably unnecessary, but at least i am writing instead of just doing nothing or repressing the urge to write. maybe that's my main problem: i judge my own thoughts too harshly. and by doing that, i lessen any chance of attaining understanding.
life now is going..well, i suppose. and i'm sorry that i can't articulate myself any more clearly than i do, because i would like to express myself. simultaneously, i nearly always feel like once i do, it was an utter waste of time to begin with. and yes, this is vague and probably unnecessary, but at least i am writing instead of just doing nothing or repressing the urge to write. maybe that's my main problem: i judge my own thoughts too harshly. and by doing that, i lessen any chance of attaining understanding.