So many emotions
"The Day Before You"
I had all but given up on finding
The one that I could fall into
On the day before you
I was ready settled for
Less than love and not much more
There was no such thing as a dream come true
Oh, but that was all the day before you
- Before you honey i really didn't think i would ever have someone of my own. A boy i cared so much for broke my heart and i thought life was just over. I saw it being just me, myself, and i and a herd of ducks for the rest of time. Then i found you and all my childhood, romantic, love dreams came true. Even after a year i'm amazed i found such a great guy i love with all my heart and i found those comforting arms i was seeking. We have had some bad days, but that was the day before and today i know i still love you and i never want you to go.
"Runaway"
I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and run away, yeah
I just wanna fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and run away, yeah
So-so's how I'm doing, if you're wondering
I'm in a fight with the world but I'm winning
Stay there, come closer it's at your own risk
Yeah you know how it is life can be a bitch
- I wish some days i could really get up and just run away from my life and come back and everything just magically be in place for me. But life is a bitch and it don't work quite the way we want it too in anyway. But i plan on winning also and not letting it get me down. But some days it can be so hard to keep up the fight. I hear words from loved ones i never thought i'd hear, actions put upon me by everyone i never thought would be acted, and i don't know sometimes how much more my heart can take before it is not able to repair itself once again.
-But it's off to work now. Whoooooo! 4 hr shift! I applied to Wachovia yesterday and even made a nice resume to go with my applucation so i'm crossing my fingers like HARD! Full time and yeah. Pray for me all. Love y'all. Later.
I had all but given up on finding
The one that I could fall into
On the day before you
I was ready settled for
Less than love and not much more
There was no such thing as a dream come true
Oh, but that was all the day before you
- Before you honey i really didn't think i would ever have someone of my own. A boy i cared so much for broke my heart and i thought life was just over. I saw it being just me, myself, and i and a herd of ducks for the rest of time. Then i found you and all my childhood, romantic, love dreams came true. Even after a year i'm amazed i found such a great guy i love with all my heart and i found those comforting arms i was seeking. We have had some bad days, but that was the day before and today i know i still love you and i never want you to go.
"Runaway"
I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and run away, yeah
I just wanna fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and run away, yeah
So-so's how I'm doing, if you're wondering
I'm in a fight with the world but I'm winning
Stay there, come closer it's at your own risk
Yeah you know how it is life can be a bitch
- I wish some days i could really get up and just run away from my life and come back and everything just magically be in place for me. But life is a bitch and it don't work quite the way we want it too in anyway. But i plan on winning also and not letting it get me down. But some days it can be so hard to keep up the fight. I hear words from loved ones i never thought i'd hear, actions put upon me by everyone i never thought would be acted, and i don't know sometimes how much more my heart can take before it is not able to repair itself once again.
-But it's off to work now. Whoooooo! 4 hr shift! I applied to Wachovia yesterday and even made a nice resume to go with my applucation so i'm crossing my fingers like HARD! Full time and yeah. Pray for me all. Love y'all. Later.