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Today...I hate myself.
I don't know if I really should start going to the shrink. I went October of last year for 3 appt. and she said that she had to send me to someone else and that if I wanted to be put on anit-anxictiy meds then I would never be able to come off of them.
The last 3 months I've been amazing, most days at work I'm hyper and in a super good mood. But, idk...I feel like things are turning again for the worst.
Sam doesn't help.
Bradley doesn't help.
Andrew doesn't help.
No one understands.
I don't know if I really should start going to the shrink. I went October of last year for 3 appt. and she said that she had to send me to someone else and that if I wanted to be put on anit-anxictiy meds then I would never be able to come off of them.
The last 3 months I've been amazing, most days at work I'm hyper and in a super good mood. But, idk...I feel like things are turning again for the worst.
Sam doesn't help.
Bradley doesn't help.
Andrew doesn't help.
No one understands.