Long Time
Well I pretty much feel like my world is crumbling and the only escape I get is reading books. A close family friend's daughter who was 32 committed suicide and a cousin of mine who was 26 also recently committed suicide. I also found out that due to my medical problems my husband and I can never adopt/foster a child. I'm having a hard time talking to my husband and have been extremely depressed. It has made me realize that I want to go back to a counselor or something to get some help for my depression. We also have a new kitten who is now 15 weeks old. He is a cutie and has helped with the depression but only for a little while. We make enough money to pay rent, bills and an occasional once a month date. I want to go to Iowa for my bf's homecoming but unfortunately do not have enough money for it. I hopefully will get to party with him and hang out with him when he comes to AZ. Oh, I do have a new story formulating in my head but just haven't had the focus or determination to write it out yet. Well I am getting tired and have a lot to do in the morning. Goodnight all and thank you to my true friends that always have my back!