Fall and Climb up high
God cannot give us a happiness and peace apart from Himself, because it is not there.
There is no such thing.
- C.S Lewis
Sometimes I just wonder what I really wanna achieve in life. Achieving something when I'm not academically inclined... but academic isn't everything right? So why do people get judged just by their academic? I hate the fact that I've actually "labeled" myself as stupid due to the poor grades but I know, that isn't everything or the end. Sometimes I thank God for placing me in my current situation of discontentment and struggles. That's when I learn about failing, falling and picking myself up again. The feeling of failure hurts. The feeling of falling is painful. The feeling of picking myself up again is a struggle. Just that, I don't know how much longer I can handle this. I hate the feeling of breaking down over again, it just hurts. I know I've God. I know how much God showed me through these circumstances I've been going through to tell me that He's real, and to trust in Him. Each time I fall, I break down, and tell myself to be strong but overtime, it just gets too tired...
But God, I know you're always there to pick me up after each fall (:
It's exams week! Well... Life is all about tests, can't escape from it. Had been struggling of course. I don't even dare to think about my results. I'll see how it goes. Monday was Esther Boo's birthday! :D Celebrated with her after our paper. Hope she loves the board Gen, Jiahui, Vee & I spent the noon making for her and nice talking to her while the rest are playing at the arcade. (:
Sat was great. Caught Step up 3 in 3D with the cellgroup :D Movie was awesome except it got me a little giddy.
So anyway... Fandom time. What's new?
Singapore's Kpop night. Yaaaah, I doubt I'll be going. I really dk, might make a last minute decision to go out of impulse. I really wanna catch Ftisland perform Sarangx3 live but I highly doubt they will play live that day. Not really interested in of SNSD/BigBang/Shinee that much anymore. Plus I don't even like D.NA & Infinite. I think it's not really worth. ): I don't know... I'll see how.
The rumour about JYJ coming to Singapore is getting on my nerves and making me anxious. As much as I really really wish to meet them esp Jaechun since I saw Junsu.. (Y'all should know Jaechun are actually my first bias) I don't wish to see them here. NO WAY.
Got my BoA's Hurricane Venus & Ftisland's Beautiful Journey and that makes my Ftisland's collection complete (:
Yoochun's SKK Scandal drama was nice. Done with ep 2 last night. :D Looking at yoochun's seriousness just makes me wanna laugh. /:
And. I'm in love with TRAX's new track :D