Called for greater, called for more.
I know my future is in Your hands. Your plans for me ARE GOOD, plans to PROSPER me, not to harm me and plans to give me a hope & future. I proclaim this verse with all my might because I know He has great plans in stored for me :)
Two years ago, I entered poly doing a course I didn't like. I was in Engineering btw, I really didn't have the passion for it plus I'm not the maths/science kind of person. Year 1 was a tough journey for me because of all the negative thoughts I had in mind, I struggled so much to love what I was studying, stop complaining & accept it. Haha can't believe I actually pulled through 2 years of poly life, and I'm on the 3rd now :) I really thank God for always seeing me through these 2 years. I've seen God's miracles in my life almost EVERY WEEK but it was only after the first year I accepted God's plans for me. It wasn't an easy journey but it was a fulfilling one. Thank God for His favors, really. From lecturers to school mates. His favor upon me was never ending. I found favor through my lecturers & I've found friends whom I know I'll still keep in contact with after I graduate. How can I not be thankful for such favors?! Even though my grades wasn't really good, but I honestly care more about the journey instead of the result. Today, I am actually enjoying doing lab works & stuffs because I start to find it interesting even though I still have no passion over it.
I believe God had placed me here for a reason. A reason I will never understand now, but will be revealed in the future. Maybe God's molding me during this season to prepare me for greater things. I know I'm called for greater & called for more :) Thank YOU for Your everlasting grace and favor that is always upon me. It's hard to share with people who doesn't believe in God how I pull through these tough journeys but yes, I must still share my faith here! God had proven time & again that HE HAD NEVER LEFT MY SIDE :)